Here I Am... Right?

I am always amazed how fast time goes by. March 2021. A year with Covid-19. I must fix this. 

I am fighting with myself each and every day. Bad days, I sleep 12+ hours and barely move. Good days, I shower. 

Some days I can't figure out how to step outside and most days stay in. Why deal with anything?

My memory is my safety. I forget anything I don't want to remember. Bad news? Bad day? No big deal, I'll forget that day in a few hours. 

I am alive.